woke up at 12

only to realise that school is going on without me!!

wth??

this the result of sleeping at 530 in the morning.

well,

at least su made the initiative to WANT to complete the project.

the others?

well,

must i say it?

going to school now to complete the project.

smell u later.

it's getting harder an harder to breath

school's been really stressful lately,

teachers evidently not giving students a break.

i think they wanna make our heads explode

then maybe they'll be satisfied

at the sight of splattered brain remnants.

and why am i talking nonsense?

so gruesome.

went to jason's crib to work on the un-progressing project.

SUHAILA!!

Amsyar didnt send me the file!!

so i didnt manage to complete the script.

and i stayed up all night for nothing.

damn u asses.

shitholes of society.

no good lazy-bums.

idiotic morons.

go and rot for all i care.

I'll be the one blamed for all this.

not you.

well at least its not wasted.

i got to clear my inbox of 2666 messages.

u make me go through some finger exercise

which is also of no significance

cuz i dun go digging people's nose once my finger is muscular.

i've had my fair share of selfish assholes.

and somebody needs to stop seeking attention

everytime the opposite sex is around.

it annoys the shit out of me.

but of course not to the point of shitting.

now,

my loyalty is only to those who are worthy of it.

do you hate me?                       

i will not say the same thing twice      

Scared to open up these eyes,
To see just what's inside,
This tree is dead and cold,
This house is not a home,
Help me now I'm dying here alone...

And my strength is failing,
And I can't go on this way,
And this hearts not beating,
It just doesn't seem the same,
It doesn't seem the same,
It just doesnt seem the same...

This is not a new game,
So don't think that you know...

every one of us is dead by birth.

the end is always there,

before the beginning.

if to live is to become familiar with things,

then the absolute last thing we come to know is the end.

at long last discovering these final moments

and knowing them completely, is indeed death

we must not try to become familiar with things

because those who cannot transcend death

must not try to become familiar with anything.

no shaking throne

Wednesday

went for C.I.P at ECP as the sec 1-3 had camps.

here are the pics.

thats about all the pics that i have.

Thursday&Friday

Workshop.

Jay fucking Rocks my socks!!

nyahahaha.

i learned something though.

not a TOTAL waste of time.

after the workshop,

went to mel's place to paint his wall.

then played soccer at night.

txted SU.

been a long time since we chatted.

i hope we'll always stay like that.

until next time peepos.

sayonara~

Talk to me softly